Him hymn

What have I done to deserve this fate
That he has not?
What has he done to deserve your trust
That I have not?
For I have loved you all these years
And he has not.
Though I wounded you and caused you tears
And he has not.
Can you cast me down with all my fears?

In my heart I am sure it is not too late
But you are not.
So I think of our love and all that we have done
With each other.
Of all that we have been and all that we have seen
Both together.
You ask your heart what is really true
And which is forever?