Black
armour
My feelings of love and affection
Are
covered with an invisible cloak,
That I must always wear, tightly,
Lest this rash ardour should,
uncontrollable,
Break out and embarrass the
world
I can never hope to be a man
Like the others you can always
view
From day to day, covering affection
And affliction, without a mental
doubt,
Like that which will eventually
destroy me.
Doubtless I am not alone in
this
Horrible dream and life of misery,
I know that others like me exist,
But I will never meet or know
them,
For they are as guarded as I.